Never, Is A Right Time To Say Goodbye

A chapter has closed, a page has turned. I knew eventually that we would have to say goodbye to that simple European lifestyle, but the time just passed too fast. Waking up in Germany for those many months taught me an incredible amount about myself. I can now rise each morning, with my heart bursting…

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Going The Distance

When John is in Germany, and I’m at home in the States the distance gets hard. RIDICULOUSLY hard. Smile Jillian! Be positive John! Long distance, no matter where or how long, is always a feat. And anyone who says otherwise is a liar. I have to say though, I’m one of the lucky ones because we only…

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A Tribute to Sevilla

Often I’m awaken in the deep night by my dire sobs and streaming tears. I dream about you almost everyday. Running toward me with that floppy tongue and those crystalline eyes. I open up my car door, get out, and you immediately sit in front of me waiting patiently, yet excitingly, for a hello hug and…

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Bluffing

There are a lot of things I wish I could change or get rid of. My afflictive acne. My stubborn stomach fat. My Hot Wheels stretch marks. My aggravating anxiety. My ghastly gray hairs. My ferocious folliculitis. The list goes on. Everyone is beautiful in their own way, and I’m a person that loves to uplift…

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New Location, New Life

I never thought that we would be living overseas AGAIN! John’s impressive first season in Germany got him on the map, and he had the accolades to prove it. From being player of the month to being the cover shot of Rollt. magazine, and much more it’s all been a dream since we graduated from…

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